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PRISON BREAK
“Oh,” she said, are you really a chaplain or did you just buy your certification online?” Without hesitation, I answered, “Both.” That was the question a nurse administrator asked...
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I WANT GIFT #28
The rest of the morning, I contemplated the question from my dream. What do you want your gift to be? I considered a variety of answers including freedom, fearlessness,...
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WHAT DO YOU WANT YOUR GIFT TO BE?
Early this morning, I dreamed I went to jail, prison actually. In the opening scene, a group of woman were showing me the best way to rig up menstrual...
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DID YOU KNOW?
I haven’t yet advertised my blog. And yet, I recently learned that some of you are following along and waiting for the next entry to post. But what ya’ll...
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A TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART
I want to tell you how psychedelics destroyed my life. I’ll start with that one particular Ayahuasca ceremony where I sold my soul. You would have never convinced me...
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WHAT I WOULD NOT DO FOR LOVE
I was listening to the song linked below when I had a sudden thought. I have done the one thing I wouldn’t do for love. Now, if like me,...
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A LETTER TO MY FATHER
Dear Daddy, It was good to talk you a few days ago on my birthday. It was then you said something about learning to not care what people think....
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A SEASON TO HEAL (BIRTHDAY PART II)
Surprised that he was calling, I answered the phone. He sounded really good. He wished me a happy birthday. He doesn’t usually call me even on my birthday. I...
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EVERY DAY A BIRTHDAY?
It’s 1:51 am on March 1st. My daughter and I came back from the movies a couple of hours ago. Yesterday was my 48th and most favorite birthday. We...
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OUR STORIES ~ THE TENDERLOIN TRIBE PROJECT
In 2023, at 11:11 am, on 11/11, my Uber arrived at the Tenderloin Museum, the place where a guided walking tour was going to later start. I was so...
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IDENTITY CRISIS: TOO SENSITIVE
I think of my sensitivity as both a handicap and a super power. I heard someone say that being highly sensitive isn’t an obstacle or something to overcome. They...
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THE TENDERS ARE THE SENSITIVES
I’m a tender, a sensitive. You probably know if you are one. For as long as I can remember, I’ve known I am different in this way. On the...
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WHY TENDERLOIN?
When my daughter learned that Tenderloin Touch® was the name I had chosen for my massage therapy practice, she said, “It sounds like the name of a butcher’s shop.”...
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12th HOUSE PROFECTION YEARS (PART II)
In Part I, I defined the term, profection, while also acknowledging that delusions and illusions belong in the 12th house. Because this is my 12th house profection year, this...
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CREATING THROUGH THE ART OF DELUSION IN THE 12th HOUSE
Based on the title, I may sound like I am contradicting myself since I just said in the last entry, that for me, denial was no more an option...
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CONFIRMATION BIAS VERSUS DENIAL
The times when I was so sure I was right only to discover I wasn’t, are what have made me repeatedly err on the side where caution is thrown...
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DO I HAVE A THIRD NOSTRIL?
It was six days between the last entry and the one before that. In between those writings, we experienced a partial lunar eclipse. And during that time, I just...
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IDENTITY CRISIS: THE CRAZY LADY
Other people taught me that my experiences and perspectives are not normal and therefore neither believable nor valid. For me, to not be believed, is so painful. To be...
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IDENTITY CRISIS: THE DRUG ADDICT
My mother is seventy-six years old and she’s never tried alcohol or drugs, ever. I haven’t asked my father about his teenage years. But either way, us kids grew...
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CHIRON AT 28°
Connie Jo, an astrologist with Soul Navigation, whose video I have posted below, says the degree of Chiron within the natal chart, often reveals when the wound started or...
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