Author: Connie White

Is it real? Can I touch it? Some strangers are bold enough to ask. Most of them however, say something like, “Wow! And it’s real too!” Sometimes though, that proclamation smells more like a question even if it doesn’t sound like one. The answer is something I decided to monetize or at least alchemize, by…

I was born in San Bernardino County, California. A few weeks before I was due to arrive, the doctor told my mother to expect a stillbirth because I no longer had a heartbeat. By the time my mom told me this, which was only a few months ago, I had already written extensively about how…

“Oh,” she said, are you really a chaplain or did you just buy your certification online?” Without hesitation, I answered, “Both.” That was the question a nurse administrator asked me yesterday during a job interview. She noticed my resume heading which reads, Connie White, RN, LMT & Ordained Minister. I explained that I attended Ambasssador…

The rest of the morning, I contemplated the question from my dream. What do you want your gift to be? I considered a variety of answers including freedom, fearlessness, courage, resources and wealth. As children, I think we have all wished for endless wishes when asked for what we would wish if we could only…

Early this morning, I dreamed I went to jail, prison actually. In the opening scene, a group of woman were showing me the best way to rig up menstrual pads. One of the them looked at me and said, “Why don’t you just buy yours?” I had just enough time to feel defensive before I…

I haven’t yet advertised my blog. And yet, I recently learned that some of you are following along and waiting for the next entry to post. But what ya’ll don’t know is that there are hundreds and hundreds of privately published entries. When I complete those and make the final edit, I switch them from…

I want to tell you how psychedelics destroyed my life. I’ll start with that one particular Ayahuasca ceremony where I sold my soul. You would have never convinced me that I would ever lose control to that degree. Before that, I had always wondered how, if the conspiracy theories were true, could the so-called Hollywood…

I was listening to the song linked below when I had a sudden thought. I have done the one thing I wouldn’t do for love. Now, if like me, you’re fascinated by conspiracy theories, you’ve probably heard the rumor about how the elite of Hollywood supposedly sell their souls to the devil. I remember when…