I didn’t want to sound too crazy. So I wrote my previous introduction cautiously and with hesitation. Yes, I still pushed the limits, but only so far. Nevertheless, my...

In retrospect, I know why I did it. It was because subconsciously, I had this burning desire to look like I did when I was Diamond Jessie. I spent...

Is it real? Can I touch it? Some strangers are bold enough to ask. Most of them however, say something like, “Wow! And it’s real too!” Sometimes though, that...

I was born in San Bernardino County, California. A few weeks before I was due to arrive, the doctor told my mother to expect a stillbirth because I no...

“Oh,” she said, are you really a chaplain or did you just buy your certification online?” Without hesitation, I answered, “Both.” That was the question a nurse administrator asked...

The rest of the morning, I contemplated the question from my dream. What do you want your gift to be? I considered a variety of answers including freedom, fearlessness,...

Early this morning, I dreamed I went to jail, prison actually. In the opening scene, a group of woman were showing me the best way to rig up menstrual...

I haven’t yet advertised my blog. And yet, I recently learned that some of you are following along and waiting for the next entry to post. But what ya’ll...

I want to tell you how psychedelics destroyed my life. I’ll start with that one particular Ayahuasca ceremony where I sold my soul. You would have never convinced me...

I was listening to the song linked below when I had a sudden thought. I have done the one thing I wouldn’t do for love. Now, if like me,...

Dear Daddy, It was good to talk you a few days ago on my birthday. It was then you said something about learning to not care what people think....

Surprised that he was calling, I answered the phone. He sounded really good. He wished me a happy birthday. He doesn’t usually call me even on my birthday. I...

It’s 1:51 am on March 1st. My daughter and I came back from the movies a couple of hours ago. Yesterday was my 48th and most favorite birthday. We...

In 2023, at 11:11 am, on 11/11, my Uber arrived at the Tenderloin Museum, the place where a guided walking tour was going to later start. I was so...

I think of my sensitivity as both a handicap and a super power. I heard someone say that being highly sensitive isn’t an obstacle or something to overcome. They...

I’m a tender, a sensitive. You probably know if you are one. For as long as I can remember, I’ve known I am different in this way. On the...

When my daughter learned that Tenderloin Touch® was the name I had chosen for my massage therapy practice, she said, “It sounds like the name of a butcher’s shop.”...

In Part I, I defined the term, profection, while also acknowledging that delusions and illusions belong in the 12th house. Because this is my 12th house profection year, this...

Based on the title, I may sound like I am contradicting myself since I just said in the last entry, that for me, denial was no more an option...

The times when I was so sure I was right only to discover I wasn’t, are what have made me repeatedly err on the side where caution is thrown...