I was listening to the song linked below when I had a sudden thought. I have done the one thing I wouldn’t do for love. Now, if like me, you’re fascinated by conspiracy theories, you’ve probably heard the rumor about how the elite of Hollywood supposedly sell their souls to the devil. I remember when…
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A SEASON TO HEAL (BIRTHDAY PART II)
Surprised that he was calling, I answered the phone. He sounded really good. He wished me a happy birthday. He doesn’t usually call me even on my birthday. I call him a few times a year like on his birthday, Father’s Day and maybe Christmas or Thanksgiving. I started calling him after I forgave him….
EVERY DAY A BIRTHDAY?
It’s 1:51 am on March 1st. My daughter and I came back from the movies a couple of hours ago. Yesterday was my 48th and most favorite birthday. We watched A Complete Unknown, the story of Bob Dylan. It was the perfect Pisces day to watch a Neptunian sort of movie. You know I had…
WHY TENDERLOIN?
When my daughter learned that Tenderloin Touch® was the name I had chosen for my massage therapy practice, she said, “It sounds like the name of a butcher’s shop.” And I suppose it does to someone who doesn’t know the story behind it. But before I explain, I must first tell you how a San…
CREATING IN THE 12th HOUSE THROUGH THE ART OF DELUSION
Based on the title, I may sound like I am contradicting myself since I just said in the last entry, that for me, denial was no more an option than was confirmation bias. So let me explain. By now, if you have been reading the entries in order, you know why I like to reference…
CONFIRMATION BIAS VERSUS DENIAL
The times when I was so sure I was right only to discover I wasn’t, are what have made me repeatedly err on the side where caution is thrown to the wind. Many times I have talked myself out of knowing what I know by reminding myself of all the instances in which I was…
SUDDEN REALIZATIONS LIKE I THINK I HAVE A THIRD NOSTRIL
It was six days between the last entry and the one before that. In between those writings, we experienced a partial lunar eclipse. And during that time, I just couldn’t write. So, I spent more time cleaning out the over-filled garage But let me back up to a few months prior. In May, I had…
IDENTITY CRISIS: THE CRAZY LADY
Other people taught me that my experiences and perspectives are not normal and therefore neither believable nor valid. For me, to not be believed, is so painful. To be thought of as a crazy person who cannot help but to lie, was at one point, intolerable for me. Let me give you an example. My…
IDENTITY CRISIS: THE DRUG ADDICT
My mother is seventy-six years old and she’s never tried alcohol or drugs, ever. I haven’t asked my father about his teenage years. But either way, us kids grew up in a sober household. So when I got fired, I had never tried anything except tobacco and only once. I smoked a cigar at age…
CHIRON AT 28°
Connie Jo, an astrologist with Soul Navigation, whose video I have posted below, says the degree of Chiron within the natal chart, often reveals when the wound started or manifested. My Chiron sits at twenty-eight degrees. In my case, the degree matches the age at which a significant event occurred. This was one in which…