During one of my many life reviews, I realized I needed to figure out why I felt guilty for lying about my actions to Miss Robinette but not for the actions themselves. I concluded that my sexual behavior outside of the confines of marriage felt natural and thus like righteousness to me. So why should I feel guilty over something that didn’t feel wrong? Having to lie about it, however, felt unnatural, like I was going against the grain. It felt wrong to have to deny that I did something that felt so right.
I think subconsciously, I equated searing my conscience to losing my authenticity.
And to me, the inauthenticity of lying felt like the searing my conscience. According to scientists, the vibration of emotional authenticity was the strongest vibration measured during the SPANE experiment. And of course, I interpret everything through emotion. After all, I do have a grand water trine in my natal chart made up of my Pisces sun, my Cancer moon and my Scorpio Uranus.
In the video above, Tanya talks about the this experiment as it relates to authenticity. Additionally, she brings full circle everything at which I hinted in relation to taking the shortcut vs the longcut. She also presents a whole new way of thinking about the vibrational scale. It’s far too good to skip. Next, I’ll talk about how I learned that, if indeed, to everything there is a season, then there is a time to be authentic as well as a time to inauthentic.