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WHAT I WOULD NOT DO FOR LOVE
I was listening to the song linked below when I had a sudden thought. I have done the one thing I wouldn’t do for love. Now, if like me,...
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A SEASON TO HEAL (BIRTHDAY PART II)
Surprised that he was calling, I answered the phone. He sounded really good. He wished me a happy birthday. He doesn’t usually call me even on my birthday. I...
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EVERY DAY A BIRTHDAY?
It’s 1:51 am on March 1st. My daughter and I came back from the movies a couple of hours ago. Yesterday was my 48th and most favorite birthday. We...
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WHY TENDERLOIN?
When my daughter learned that Tenderloin Touch® was the name I had chosen for my massage therapy practice, she said, “It sounds like the name of a butcher’s shop.”...
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CREATING IN THE 12th HOUSE THROUGH THE ART OF DELUSION
Based on the title, I may sound like I am contradicting myself since I just said in the last entry, that for me, denial was no more an option...
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CONFIRMATION BIAS VERSUS DENIAL
The times when I was so sure I was right only to discover I wasn’t, are what have made me repeatedly err on the side where caution is thrown...
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SUDDEN REALIZATIONS LIKE I THINK I HAVE A THIRD NOSTRIL
It was six days between the last entry and the one before that. In between those writings, we experienced a partial lunar eclipse. And during that time, I just...
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IDENTITY CRISIS: THE CRAZY LADY
Other people taught me that my experiences and perspectives are not normal and therefore neither believable nor valid. For me, to not be believed, is so painful. To be...
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IDENTITY CRISIS: THE DRUG ADDICT
My mother is seventy-six years old and she’s never tried alcohol or drugs, ever. I haven’t asked my father about his teenage years. But either way, us kids grew...
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CHIRON AT 28°
Connie Jo, an astrologist with Soul Navigation, whose video I have posted below, says the degree of Chiron within the natal chart, often reveals when the wound started or...
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CHIRON IN THE SECOND HOUSE
The house in which my natal Aries Chiron resides, reveals in what area I am most affected by my identity being called into question as a result of feeling...
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BLACK SHEEP OR LONE BLACK WOLF?
In the early morning hours of March 15th, I awakened from a very vivid dream about snakes. After I fell asleep again, I immediately had another dream in which...
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IDENTITY CRISIS: THE LONE WOLF
I left off talking about my Chiron in Aries and how my past life was filled with aloneness and independence both of which are consistent with Aries energy. In...
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CHIRON IN ARIES, A WOUND OF THE LONE WOLF
Again, I return to Robert Green’s book, The 48 Laws of Power. Green teaches us about Law #18. In excerpts, he says, “Do not build fortresses to protect yourself. Isolation...
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CHIRON IN ARIES, A WOUND OF POWER & IDENTITY
Most people born between 1968-1977 have their natal Chiron in Aries. I say most because Chiron intermittently retrogrades into another sign during what is generally a long stay in...
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CHIRON & THE THUMBSCREW
Let’s go back now to Robert Green’s book, The 48 Laws of Power. This time, I want to explore Law #33. Green says, “Discover each man’s thumbscrew. Everyone has a...
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THE ALCHEMY OF LOSS
“The process of rising up again stronger than before is preceded by having all dysfunctional parts stripped away.” That’s a quote by a writer for advancedastrology.com who goes by stargazer, Yes,...
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CAN WHAT’S FOR ME REALLY BE STOLEN OR SWAPPED?
Before I get into the aura regeneration process, let me address the question asked in the title. I will use Joseph’s stolen coat as a sort of reverse example....
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WHAT EVEN IS AN AURA & HOW DO YOU GET BACK A STOLEN ONE?
As a victim of aura theft, I knew I could take back my power by losing my victim identity. W. J. Colville says, “Everyone’s aura is under his control, if...
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AN OUNCE OF LOSS PREVENTION
W. J. Colville says, There is but one way to achieve real success and genuine happiness, and that is to deliberately undertake the task of self-discipline and build around...
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