Category: My Story ~ Enlightenment vs Spiritual Psychosis

Even though I’ve already discussed the purples, including violet and indigo in the previous entries, I can’t yet move on to blue. Technically, though, if I’m talking about purple, I’m talking about blue. In their article, Your Guide to How Red and Blue Make Purple, the unnamed author states, “Red and blue are considered primary…

I’ve noticed that some aura color experts seem to use the color labels of the purple family interchangeably. However, most experts agree that violet belongs to the seventh chakra and indigo to the sixth. What It Really Means To Have An Indigo Aura (In Love, Life & More) is an article authored by Sarah Regan….

“Joseph’s coat of many colors, mentioned in Genesis, is a very ancient allusion to the aura of a seer or prophet.” Those words come from The Human Aura And The Significance of Color, a book that was produced by Occult Publishing Co. in 1909. It is comprised of three lectures given by Theosophical speaker and…

It took an extraordinary amount of time for me to even entertain the possibility that someone, like Jacob of the Bible, would actually plot to steal my my power which was intertwined with my destiny and blessing which is also known as my birthright. Eventually, though, I could no longer live in denial. And it…

At some point, it became obvious that my nursing career was one of the access points through which members of the previously mentioned group, the MIMIC-OPPS, targeted me. (Btw, I am going to use the word targeted despite its affiliation with mental illness, specifically, persecutory delusions.) In fact, the very overtness of it should’ve been…

When I awakened, it was the morning of the eighth day since I quit my jobs. Before I even got out of bed, I had started analyzing the meaning of the dream. I saw that the light of day switching to the dark of night within mere moments, symbolized the eclipse which symbolized the dark…

That night, in the wee hours of the morning of the 12th, I dreamed vividly. And in one of those dreams, I walked under a sunny sky across a parking lot. I followed the man in front of me into a convenience store. Within moments, I realized he worked there and I had just come…

It was April 4th of this year and a few months after that last Ayahuasca ceremony, when I quit my part-time job without a notice and returned supplies to my full-time job to whom I had given a notice even though I couldn’t completely fulfill it. I had explained to each that my body had…

During my time of reflection, that evening after my last Ayahuasca ceremony, I had found myself wondering if I had been the guest of dishonor amidst a coven of “bad” witches. I thought about their solid colored sashes in varying colors. It made me think of martial arts and how the color of the participants’…